there are dreamlike voices singing to me about magnetic altitudes and i do not understand what that means. i desperately want to.
i desperately want to understand everything.
trains in my head and in my blood and my bones are all in the way and i want to shrink maybe but stay the same because then i can not only observe but participate.
too many sounds are in this house and i want them to go away but at the same time it is music and it is why i am awake.
now they’re singing about the obscurity of our universe and how everything is worth it. is everything worth it? i want to say yes. i have been conditioned to say yes. so i will say yes. but the answer has nothing to do with me. why even bother asking? more words pop into my head.
everything is going swimmingly, right? swimmingly.